I was really drunk and I came back from a party. I was on my laptop when my roommate (who happens to be gay) came in and went on his computer. In my drunken state, I had an urge to say “hey, I’m bi-curious. Wanna hook up?” If it weren’t for him going to bed soon after, I might have done it.
I’ve never thought like that before. I never almost actually asked a friend to hook up, even with girls. It’s been on my mind all day.
First, I will tell you that I have not and may not reveal my real name. I started this separate tumblr for one reason: I am struggling with my sexuality.
I’ve had the thought that I might be gay in my mind for a long time, but lately it’s been on my mind more. I don’t know if I am or not. Here’s the thing. I find women attractive, both physically and emotionally. As of now, I want to marry a woman and start a family. I don’t even necessarily find men attractive. I just want to know what it’s like.
So for right now, for the first time ever, I’m coming out as bi-curous. This is very difficult for me, so I’m reaching out for support or advice. If you think you can offer any advice, or if you went through the same situation I am, or if you just want to talk, then follow me. Thank you.
